Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Haiz..guess this is the end of me and her...

haiz... i and her are no more....i came to this course and new school hoping to meet that someone...or just someone i can turn to when i need help...but i guess i will not....instead of losing just one friend...now i hav lost two....but i guess they are better together than i am with her....if she is happy i am happy too...

finally finished my design history project...was really nervous durin the presentation...cause maybe cause she was there...but i guess from now on to the date that i graudate with my dipolma...i will hav to forget totally about her...not even saying her name...or noticing her presense.... i guess that is the best way out of this...haha should hav listened to the lecturers in the begining...they said dun fall for any of your classmates....cause the outcome can be very good or very bad....i guess for my case.. it is the very bad....

try to stop thinkning of her....i mean even though how bad she was....i can accpet it...but i guess it is mainly my fault...haiz...should have said anything at all...should hav just let things flow....all i can i am or i try to be a honest person..and hope that anyone else can be honest with me too...

DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.....it is not worth it...she is just out of your league...just like any other gal that u hav ever made....just keep meeting the wrong ppl...just my luck

if i will wait for her my whole life just to have a conversation with her....i will wait till the day i die....to hav a chance to start again..

guess this is a lesson for me to learnt form my mistakes....i have to be more considerate to others' feelings and the condition that they are in....not to rush things...just let time tell...let fate decide....i will try my best to not let another gal cry...or break her heart...haiz...wat to do wat to do.....???

JooL at 8:30 PM

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