Tuesday, November 30, 2004

It is all so clear to me now...somethings are not meant to be

it is clear
so clear to me
that somethning are just not meant to be

the harder i try
the deeper i fall
in to the endless pit of loneliness
dark and cold

to all those ppl out there who believe or said that looks dun matters findin that special someone
or girls dun go for looks anymore, but rather the person

YOU GOT TO KIDDING YOURSELF!!!

cause there is no such thing
looks matters the most to u all
if u got two guys or gals that both u hav feelings for
but one of them is an ugly duckling and the other one is a beautiful and handsome swan
who will u go for?
by human instinct i bet is the swan
even if u said that looks dun matter and u can tell this to the ugly duckling
but in the end which did u choose...the swan rather than the duck

i bet even if u hav a better relationship with the ugly duck
u will still go for the swan
i mean who in the world will not wan
who wans to be seen on the streets by your friends that u are goin out with a ugly person
they will rather see u with a handsome dream guy...
and u will be pround about that

but everyone did u tik abt how the ugly one feel?
nope, cause u cant be bother with
people are that shallow
seriously

for those of u that said that the sea or ocrean still hav many other fishes for u to go after or chase....fair enuff
but lets looks at it in a more deeper sense
fine you hav the sea there
what u need now is a fishing line and a bait
imagine u are the fishing line waitin for that "fish"
now for the bait

but before that listen to this
when lookin for that special someone
there are three things the guy or girls must have or people will go for
first...Looks
second...Money
third...ability to talk well

if the guy hav looks but no money and he cant talk well,
well he still can hav girls comin up to him <
well if he has looks and money...all the better
if he has looks and can talk well....much better
if he has all of the above....that will be every gals dream guy...

if the guy has no looks only money or blah blah blah...u get the point...
haiz i have nothing

which for me... the first one is a definelately a big "OUT"
the second one too....i dun hav
all now i can depend on is the third one...which i tried so hard to noe it
but looks like i cant....so the third one is a big NONO

conclusion, i have none of the above....
not even one
thus, no gal will even come up to me and start talkin to me
therefore no relationship will happen
haiz
in a nutshell, be lonely for the rest of my life

well if u tik wat i said is crap...this point has been proven many and many times
just like yesterday...when i went ice skatin
haiz

if one just one gals will come up to me ....
i will been happy...but nah it will never goin to happen

okok now back to the fishes in the sea
for the handsome people.....they are the baits that are all good lookin and the any fish will wan to bite
for the rich people.....they are the baits that are thick and juicy that fishes will oso wan to bite...alll those money hungry people
for the one that can talk well......well u are just a normal bait hopin that someday u can find a fish comin up to u

for people like me, who has nothing at all,
i am just a fishin line with no bait
no bait= no chance gettin a bite
i am just a line floatin on the cold seawater
floatin above while seein everyone else under me in the sea havin fun....

all i can wish for that person i was gettin to know better,
good luck with the person that u like ...which is not me of course
if u are happy, i will oso be happy for u
but dun invite me to your wedding
cause i may just spoil or ruin it
or i will be in one corner cryin till i cry blood instead of tears
well looks like looks and the ability to talk well is wat u are goin after
anyway u will be more happy with him den me....i have nothing to offer u

well i dun hav any of them...so.....haiz
i guess thats that
looks like i will never find that someone...casue there isnt someone for me.

and one last thing....i will not be goin to anymore class otuing as evertime i go...instead of being happy...i will turn sad and cryin...haiz wats is the point
and moreover i will only ruin the fun u all are haivn
and i cant talk well...i cant even talk with u all
even i tried to learn how to...but i guess i cant learn and speak Chinese that well
and u all hav to speak english which u are not used too
i really should not go anymore...so plz dun ask me out....even thou i hav places and plans or ideas to go out...haiz well guess not

"JO_oL" out...commitin sucide feels so good now

JooL at 4:00 AM

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