Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Cold am i?
" u r nice towards the other frens. but u r quite cold towards me sometimes. Don't know if its true, but i can feel it. Don't know why the reason is, but just want to let u know."
hmm..
cold am i?
really am i cold?
anyway i noe whu u are
but i am not sayin cause i am
not that type of ppl, since you tik
that i am cold to u den i shall be cold to
everyone. i mean if i am not treatin someone
friendly enuff den i not doin my job of bein fair
to everyone. i mean now that i am workin like fukin
tired at work and i come bac to see this on my blog man
everytime i try to make the ppl ard happy even thou i may
be tired or wat..but i still try to make someone smile but there
is someone out there whu tik i am not good enuff... like i scarific so
much for wat...nothing...i mean i give and help ppl so much and wat do i
get back....nothing....not even a thank you...and u wan to be angry with me?
i am the sort of person who wan to be thank after i done something for you. that
is me... there is nothing i can do... i can be there if u need help...i will help u....i will be
there if u are down....but i expect to be thanked...anyway when i died u dun hav to be there.
another reason well maybe i dun like u and u remind me of my parents...always fightin and arguin...u always beat ppl....den it is just like wat my mom does to me....as if i dun get enuff of that at home...and i hav to suffer the same thing in school too...i mean WAT THE FUk... if i wan to get hit or beaten i rather do it myself and commit sucide...zzzzzzzzz
maybe another reason is that i am not attracted to you...got a problem? u look like my mom big and fat... so wat are you goin to do abt it?....HIT me? beat me? i can hav my limits but if u overblow it den thats it...i will hate u for the rest of my life....and i will do stupid things....
anyway are you jealous of me? that i am tokin to others other than u?...FINE u can tok to them for all u wan and i will not tok with them....i couldnt care less....even thou how i wan to tok to them or maybe make a few friends....FOR YOUR GOD DAMN SAKE, i will not tok to them at all...u can tok to them alll u wan....
SO TO ANYONE READIN THIS IF U WAN TO COMMENT ON MY BLOG...WHICH IS A PART OF ME AND MY DIARY OF THOUGHTS HERE....MAKE SURE TO KEEP IT TO YOURSELF....IF U GOT SOMETHING BAD TO SAY....even if it is bad jus put it in a nice way...
wat can i ask for more?
Bitch. Peace out.
"JO_oL'
JooL at 7:27 PM
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